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4 of those were water weight from binging the night before, but 2 lbs from a fast is pretty good! :)
3 day fruit fast begins today!

I’m on a day 1 of a 3 day fruit fast, but since it’s 7:17 PM and I haven’t eaten yet, I may just turn today into a real fast, and start the fruit fast tomorrow!

Day 1.
All I’ve had today is green tea. I plan on eating berries for dinner, then going to bed early.

Sorry I couldn’t attend class today. Due to my eating disorder, and the 8 laxatives I took this morning, I could not leave the toilet long enough for your lecture.
Next time, I’ll try to take my laxatives after class, however, that all depends on how much I ate the night before and how fat I look.

Looking at old modeling photos from August compared to my most recent ones from April, you can see a huge difference. Currenty, I’m only 6 lbs lighter, but I look much thinner, much more toned, and my thighs don’t have the same gross cellulite that they once did.
These are the things that keep me going when I’m ready to give up…

:)